i do not like to be touched and jostled.
this is perhaps one of the core aspects of my personality. i suspect, though i have never been diagnosed as such, that i am mildly agoraphobic. wal*marts on christmas eve and the georgia aquarium might as well be hell for me.
but what really drives me nuts is having to sit next to someone on a train or plane in tight quarters and having them constantly touching me. not intentionally of course, but just bumping shoulders or legs or something. you have no idea how nuts this drives me. it almost makes me physically ill. this can be a bit of a challenge on public transportation. you will often see me shirking as far to my edge of the seat as possible when someone starts invading my space.
this has suprisingly not been much of an issue until lately. the last few weeks though have just seen an influx of people getting in my space. in fact i am writing this right now on the northbound train doing my best to edge to the side of my seat as someone has decided to sit next to me and start closing in on my space.
i suspect that if i stopped showering, maybe this would help. probably not get me a promotion at work tho’